Saya dapat merasakan body saya dah tak sekuat dulu. Dulu saya lebih cergas dan sentiasa sihat. Hmm, saya kena jaga kesihatan supaya badan ini berterusan sihat dan lebih sihat. Ada banyak aktiviti yang saya masih mahu lakukan dan jika saya tidak sihat, saya akan tiada peluang untuk melakukannya.
Sebenarnya saya ingin mencetuskan dalam diri saya sekarang...
JANGAN MALAS!
Tolong lah jangan buang masa, bermain-main dengan fikiran sendiri. Atau tidak berfikir langsung. I think this will be your last year to live alone. You have to make the best of it. Please. Onegai!
I'm happy at my work now. Probably because I meet different people now. I've been working at previous place for 6 years. It was a very long revenue aand I did gain much. I am very honoured and grateful for everything. Then one day I decided to send the quit letter. I didn't even secure a new job. I worked my best at home to reflect on myself. I was studying and learning and praying and thinking and researching. My mind went blank for many times. I remember Allah and my family. I remember myself. Of why I was here. I was staying at home for 3 months and I made my mother worried. I was worried of myself too. What if I did not manage to secure another job. What will happen to me. I have to get ready to start from scratch and bottom again.
Allah knows best and I will continue to be positive and do my best. I started working again in January 2020, with Allah's willing, after a lot of praying and job hunting. I'm currently still in my probation month. Now also with the world wide circular happening, nobody knows what will happen next. May Allah protect me and us all.
Anyhow, I'm studying Japanese language now. I started to study this language in June 2018. It was after I studied Chinese Character, the 800 Character book. I went to a Japanese speaking class last 2 years, I think it was from September 2018 until February 2019. The class was on every Wednesday night in Wangsa Maju and I went there after my working hour, and reach home at almost 12am every week. Then I took the first Japanese language exam, Level 1, on July 2019. I also have studied Korean and Russian a bit but I did not get through much. I just learned how to read their writing and some grammatical note. I also joined few language and social meeting in KL Sentral and Mid Valley. It was good and I was glad to meet real Nihonjin and can speak to them :')
As of why I learned the languages, many people question me. My mom was like astounded as to why I came back home with books every time. I encourage my sisters to do the same. They are annoyed at me of course hahaha. It is something that I would say a hobby that have a mission in it.
So last 2 days was 27 Rejab. We are going to enter Ramadhan soon. I would like to prepare myself. To get ready for qiam and tarawih. This should be one of the best Ramadhan in my life. May Allah ease.
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